Thursday?

I don’t even know what day it is anymore. It seems to be Thursday. I’m still tired and moody. But at least we don’t have to host a meal today so that’s a win. todays dress is a vintage piece that doesn’t fit me and never fit me. I’m hoping to sell it. It’s a pretty color and nice 80s style. I think I’ll go for a walk on Margaret island in a bit. And dinner for my dad‘s 69th birthday, which is tomorrow. He will be in krakow for his first tarbut retreat in almost 2 years. the pain of the world is intense. My friends in Australia are in lockdown for months. Here I never wear a mask. In NY I barely wear a mask. And yet I might need a negative Covid test to go to my brother’s wedding in 3 weeks. It all feels insane. It all feels troublesome. And I’m one of the lucky ones. I’m vaccinated and haven’t been sick at all. Many friends don’t want to get vaccinated. my ex isn’t vaccinated. It’s hard. what to do? All I can do is write. Share my stories. Share my truth. Share my dresses.