One of those days

Today I feel off balanced. I have almost no appetite. I’m tired and anxious. It’s my 4th day in Budapest and I’m adjusting. I’m not complaining at all. I’m very lucky to be able to travel and to be here. But I’m still having a tough time in my life. today‘s dress is from a shop in Madrid that I visited last week. it was on a mannequin and I’m glad it fit. The vintage is Europe has impressed me so far. today my dad and I will be tashlich, maybe with friends. That’s a tradition of casting away your sins from the previous year. I have many. I don’t really feel like apologizing to anyone lately. I just want to be on my own more. I don’t know. My dad and I made a nice meal together. I don’t think we have ever hosted together before. It was good. It was interesting to see how he figures things out. I see some of his defects and how they relate to my defects. im just tired today. I don’t want to do much. I just want to tune out and kill the fly buzzing around my room.