Gellert Baths

Hi friends. I’m so tired today. traveling/being away from home for a while can take it out of you. today‘s dress is by country road, a classic Australian brand. Similar to Gap. Nothing fancy, but solid and reliable. It’s very summery, but yesterday the weather turned here and it really felt like autumn. It freaked me out a little. Who knows what the next period of time looks like? I want to know. my new friend Rebekah is meeting me soon and we are going to the Gellert Bathhouse. It’s one of the well known ones, with an Art Deco style. I met her at the sparty the other week, and she is still here. She’s my bathhouse friend I guess! yesyerday I got a massage at the Thai place nearby, 5 elements. I got a traditional Thai massage where you wear loose clothes and get stretched out. It’s pretty awesome. Im always amazed at how a petite woman can move me around that way. my Dad left early yesterday morning but it feels like longer. I do miss him and am also looking forward to a few days on my own here. But some familiar sadness has crept it and I want it out. But apparently that’s not how emotions work. So I’m sitting with it and trying to understand it a bit better. My new friend Nikki brought me some thin gloves to help with my skin picking. And she brought me 2 books to read. I was so touched. so even though I’m a bit sad and anxious, I do feel cared about, here, back home, and elsewhere. I just want this time to pass and feel like myself again. I’d rather not go back on meds if I can help it. I don’t think they work for me. there are still some more things I’d like to do before I leave on Saturday, but I’m also ok not doing much. stay tuned…