Skirt love

I keep my closets pretty organized. I pretty much know where to find everything. I have 4 closets. They are all pretty packed. One only has shelves and the other 3 are hanging. The other day I was looking for something and couldn’t find it. I started to get anxious. What if it was lost? It was exactly where it was supposed to be, but it was tucked in between something else. But the emotions that came up were intense. Part of my obsessive nature is that I need things to be a certain way or it throws me into a confusing state. In the depths of my OCD I would have to pick something up a few times before it felt “right.” I’m glad I don’t do that anymore, but in some ways I think it’s all just shifted to other obsessive tendencies. It’s maddening. In the moment, it’s all I can think about. I have to actively work on calming my mind so I can move on. But then the next thing comes up and I’m tormented again. My mind always needs something or someone to focus on. I think it’s mainly a distraction from facing what I need to see the most. I think it’s the reason I’ve been fired so much. I couldn’t focus on the task at hand. And why not? Was it too hard? Too scary? Too boring. Perhaps. today’s outfit is a cowboy print skirt that I paired with a Uniqlo black top. I sometimes forget about my skirts, because I don’t always hang them, so they’re kept in other places like a duffel under my bed. But they’re also nice, and worthy of attention. I’ll be displaying a lot more skirts, paired with basic tops so they don’t take attention away! in the winter I like to layer a lot. Leggings, turtlenecks etc. I‘m also trying to showcase more of my shoes. When I get it together, I’ll upload a lot more items. It’s a big job.