11:11

Hi! I’ve been meaning to share on here, but the days kept getting away from me. I’ve been trying to manage everything I want to do, at once. And it’s not going so well. but I also know I’m very critical of myself and don’t give myself proper credit. darn. I’ve been seeing lots of Angel numbers like 11:11. These mean that I’m on the right path. I’m learning so much about myself right now. I also think I’m going to stop saying I have a personality disorder. I don’t like the negative connotation. I am a person. A human on this earth. I have my challenges but mentally ill feels wrong. What is that anyway? I think differently from others, but that doesn’t make me sick. I’ve been meeting more new people and it has been really uplifting. yesterday I met a new friend who is about to be ordained as a rabbi. She’s gone through so much school and she’s a fascinating person to talk to. She‘s moving to Atlanta but I hope we’ll keep in touch. having a car has been a pain lately. Parking on my street has become more competitive. And people park so badly with lots of gaps in between cars. Luckily I was able to move it before street cleaning tomorrow. But it makes me want to just sell the thing. One positive thing was that yesterday I was invited to a family friens’s senior recital at Juilliard. He is so talented! He played percussion and it was very unique. I closed my eyes and it felt meditative to listen to him on the marimba. I also got to catch up with some of his family, who I met through my summer camp, Interlocken (now called Windsor mountain). It was special.